Wednesday, May 23, 2012
what the hell
It's sufficiently 10 months since my last post teehee
And the last I was here it was in prep of my O levels.
The O- what? Too long ago to remember.. but oh well all //that// was worth it!
So.. how has my 2012 been so far.
Most people would only have 1 institution to speak of but I haz 2.
Started off my year at TPJC, with OG21 & 12A06.
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| My favourite girls ♥ |
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| Fist-bump brothaaaa! |
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| And another pic I currently love alot ;) |
And the irreplaceable class of 19 dears..
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| Memories of le Terra-Nova! |
Aw man those 4 months really passed like... How I wish I could re-live em all over.
When orientation started out and went into the first few weeks, I got so attached to OG21 I thought it'll be near impossible for me to bond w my class but.. A06 so so so proved me wrong! :')
Despite so OG21 is still so very close-knitted, and so is A06.
Sighs every night I thank God to have let me met you guys really..
And enough w my cheesy talk before everyone starts bawling.
Then I transferred to TP for AMS, to pursue my pilot dreams.
Yes I thought I'd give it up back in 2010 but I guess things changed and I can try and go back to it now.
Poly life.. started off pretty badly I guess.
Everything just kept reminding of the things I left behind at TP
First off my class just had to be P1206.
Out of 6 classes you put me in the class that numbers had the most meaning to me.
So really helpful with me "putting down" and "moving on"~
Week 0 was ok actually since everyone was just getting to know each other.
I liked the class spirit back then.
But its diminishing already in the recent days and its only.. week 5?
That's the main difference between JC and poly I guess.
The people dont actually matter that much.
AMS Camp definitely made things a lot more bearable for me.
Got to know many more coursemates, people that I sort of click-ed with better I guess!
Although I am trying to get used to being more independent, widening connections is always good~
And on with the eyecandies HAHA
Week 1, Week 2 and then -BAM before Week 3 even started....
5th May 6:40PM, my family met with a car accident while on the way to Grandma's
I'll spare everyone of the details again but sighs it was literally a life-changing moment.
My family realised how much we loved one another,
And that we could've really lost someone..
It's a miracle how me and my sis (although suffered the worst), is all well after a week.
From the state of the car, someone would have been gravely injured.
But the whole experience, the chaos the panic the tears..
And yet at the same time, the love the assurance the forgiveness...
Me and my sis were having so many conflicts throughout the year and the last, but because of this accident we really threw that all aside and cherished the blood bond we had between us, sisters.
I honestly dont know to be thankful or not that this happened, but since it did, and we braved through it as a family, I'm really glad we're all still together and evermore closely knitted! ;~~~;
Spent week 3 at home recuperating and went back to school on Thursday.
Week 4 marked the official start of my TKD participation.
Le excited self definitely made it alot better, but not enough to last.
Now the dilemma I face just.. makes it so upsetting and disheartening to continue on.
But I will, I cant just give up already.
Nothing has even started.
And this week....
Problems with WROTRAL groupmates have been resolved I guess.
A lot of unnecessary displeasure but oh wells, it's all part and parcels of growing up and getting to know people I guess.. The world's splattered with people of different characters and personalities.
I just gotta learn to adapt and learn to please everyone.
But that's impossible. Sighs.
Poly's workload has not been easy..
When everything's much foreign and not the spoon-fed type back in secondary school..
But I really hope my management of time, the visits to TPLib for revision, will be sufficient.
I just gotta work on my other goals and resolutions.
It's like I havent done anything to work towards realising them.
I always tell myself, "매순간을 마지막처럼" to treat every moment like your last.
Are you sure you want to meet the end like this?
Definitely have to step up my game and stop giving excuses...
A song that I've been listening to on loop is Dalmatian's "Drive (차 안에서)"
And the lyrics that stand out to me "거부하지마 내 손길로 걱정말고"
Which means to "not be afraid/wary but just take my hand"..
I wish I had that courage to try and tell that someone. But nah I wont..
Not until I'm comfortable in my own skin.
Not now definitely.
From now (22/5/12) it's a month till my 17th birthday!
And I honestly have no idea how i'm gonna spend it this year.
I want to go USS again!!
The last time I've been there being 21/6/11 with Robi, Cher & Jiahui..
But my holiday's only 2 weeks and my birthday is near the end of it.
Sighs let's just see how things go~
"Ayo, Do you wanna b? 블락비!" ♥
'12:21 AM♡.
Monday, July 11, 2011
ss501 东方神奇 inft ze:a
Jump jump jump!Counting from today, its officially
105 days till Os.
And im glad to say that I've been doing alot for myself.
Prelim2 is over, gotten a few papers back and some to feel proud of.
For a week already, I removed Echofon and Tumblr apps from my phone.
There's little reason for me to be distracted anymore.
Probably the only thing, is my weight.
And health issues.
Hope I'll have them settled asap, and start to love myself.
I want to go Ikea soon and get that board for myself.
The things-i-want-accomplish-in-this-life board, it'll be a good motivation for myself.
☺
Was reading pri sch friends' blogs, realised some of them are kpop-fans as well.
But what was the 1 common thing among them?
They stan 1 group only.
I always've asked myself to stop liking so many groups, focus on one.
Of course I'll choose SS501 as my #1 without hesitation,
But i cant bear to abandon the rest.
As much as i like x-5, block b and all, I know they dont match up to the rest.
Its really tvxq, ifnt and ze:a i cant bear to leave.
Is it alright to be loving 4 groups?
At least to me, it is. ♥♥♥♥
'5:46 PM♡.
Friday, June 10, 2011
╰ pearl green ocean ♧ ╮
ｔｒｉｐℓｅｓ → ot5별✩ i love a kid called ⓗⓨⓢ♡
△ tvxq inft ze:a x5 » unnie @hyunyoung_c ♥
민달팽이 (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ♥ icon©fishyo
Cant believe im really doing this.
hiatus from twitter from now till end of Os.
With an l1r5 of currently 32?
I have all reasons to be working hard x1000
Sighs, all's gonna be worth it!
'2:49 PM♡.
