My solitude of happiness, sadness, hurt and all emotions.
I like pouring emotions into this place.
Because nobody reads it but me.
And whatever I dont know, will not kill me.
I'm scared. Damn. I really am thinking about how i am going to live through the next 2 years. Now that holidays are REALLY over and the reality of life strikes me in the head.
Finished my homework before 3 Jan. And celebrated my sister's birthday @ 12am on 3rd Jan. Happy birthday! Sister who's actually 11 but looks like she's 13.
First day of school was well. nothing special. as usual. New vice principal, new teachers, new classmates. And the fact that my class has 22 boys. Omo how theeee.
I need chem tuition. And am getting to learn piano. I need to convince myself to follow a darn schedule. Why? Cos there is guides and school and guides. School itself is alreadyyyy ~ Went airport with xuanqi after school. Talked nonstop. Tried to read shz. Went home and caught Unexpected Access on tv. Had giddy spells & wanted to puke. (as in literally) Made me realise: All that talk about me being able to tolerate goreee. ARE ALL LIES. The only reason why i told myself i could, Was to get a common interest with you. How stupid.
Im giving up mansxz, giving it all up. Turning into a nerd with all the "studies are no.1" mindsets.
It's 11 already. See you guys in school. ~
Lalalaa spamming of smses is interesting XD But scary too. Hehheeh.
